we now return you to your regularly scheduled Sarah
Just writing that last entry helped. (Note: it's friends-only, so if you don't see it, be thankful you don't have to listen to me bitch...) I was, in fact, fairly serious when I called this my "regularly-scheduled nervous breakdown". I do this every once in a while. I'm probably manic-depressive in some sense, but I'm coping with it. My coping mechanisms just include period rants, and, now that I have someplace to put them, they get to go here rather than just being screamed at the sky or tearfully explained to Dave or Jen. I'm actually reasonably happy with my life as-is, if I step back and look at it, but I have these recurring emotional hangups. I'll be okay in a few days. Meanwhile, I should try to figure out what I can do this evening to be around people. Anyone planning anything cool?