Music:"500 Miles", from the Benny & Joon soundtrack
Sigh. So Dave and I had entirely different opinions on how last night went -- I was happy since it seemed to be a vast improvement on how things were before we broke up last winter, and he felt like we were falling back into old patterns. I hope this works. I don't want to lose him again. Especially not when I feel like things *are* going swimmingly, really. Yes, he and I have personality differences that result in some friction. But we're *talking* about them and dealing with them like adults, this time, rather than playing mindgames with each other. I think so, at least.
I love him. He loves me. We have good times together. Why does it have to get complicated?